haiiz feel quite depressed lately..actually dunn wanna think about it too..I also want to escape frm reality!!!!!!!!is god playing a joke on me.why do all this things always have to happen to me.i just just dunn get it.i might as well be dead.now i understand why so many pple feel like dying.haiiz there's just no point for me to stay on-


also have to thank jac fer companying miie to pasir ris beach on wed.really couldnt take it anymore and i really didnt expect her to accompany me lol.anyway thanx jac! x) then another trouble came.haiiz really hope that it wasn't them who did it..otherwise really dissapointed lar.

these few days SHE quite wierd too..like yi xia zi angry yi xia zi nort.dunn really understand wad SHE'S thinking.ask her she also dunn wann say.haiya anyway i think SHE'S back to normal ler lar..seeing how she behave at c.o.




looking for a miracle-