WEILING is running against time!!
arhh!! its like what they say.

''SO MANY THINGS TO DO.SO LITTLE TIME.''

haiis its really tiring people.and WEILING is fed up sometimes.
please please dun expect too much from me ok.
dunn assume that you understand me ok.
when you don't even do.


THIS IS CRAZY OK.I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.NO MORE OF IT.
AND HOW LONG HAVE I GONE THROUGH THIS..HUH.
ONE WORD.THAT PERSON IS MAD.
GET OUT OF WEILING'S LIFE.
SHE WANTS TO SEE YOU NO MORE.


sometimes i really do wonder you know.is all this that happens to me supposed to be a test.?if i pass.yea.it will be great but what if i fail.will it be the end.?i really dun feel like doing all these you know.
smiling at others behind my tears.
yea.maybe you know and you see it.but you dun understand.
but does it really matters to you.i know it dosen't.ok.
those who are real and those who are not.
some people may think that their life is perfect..but it may not seems so for others.
.whatever.
it sucks you know.it really sucks to be me.
i dun want to do these.no.

i suppose its because throughout these years.i have changed you know.because of a CERTAIN SOMEONE.THANX ALOT.
yea.because you know why.people thinks that what you see is what you get.
so correct.
WEILING no longer wants to care.silence is the best.though i suppose it will be hard for me.haiis
yea yea.i hear NOTHING.
it hurts you know.what you said.though you don't think that i feel that.



and its gonna be eoy exams soon.die ler.haven start studying yet lol.OMG!help.
WEILING has not enough time!
can time stop for me now..haiis.
enough is enough.stop lying to yourself.

that thing on monday.well lets just say that there really was no choice.HER decision was final.
as usual.i expected she to ignore me the following day and she did.
why do people always think that i want things to happen THAT WAY WHEN I USUALLY DO NOT!and goes around telling other that.I FELT SO IDOTIC you know.ya.WEILING is the BAD GUY ok.closed for now.
at least and hopefully its over.



LIFE IS PERFECT FOR ME NOW








-i cannot forget.






-LOOKING FOR A MIRACLE
(AND TIME!!)