hellos (:
haven been blogging for a long time cause dunn really know what to write.
HOLS ler.BUD!haiis still have to go back to sch lol.

been feeling kinda wierd lately.
maybe its due to e stress bahs.people around me have been stressing to me alot.
people like dad,MOM,janie,even my gdma and some of my friends too.
i think my behaviour sorta sucks recently lar.cause i just carn imagine next year!gosh.
and e welcoming of my brother too..
time really passes fast arh.next year.MARCH.very fast.

great.that PERSON is nagging at me now.why carn others just leave me alone.
I NEED MY OWN TIME TOO.
i aint some toy that all of you laugh at or what you noe.
and recently.MOM's been VERY mean.
i dunno if its her being * or what but.
i have feelings too.you know.
stop treating me like some little child who dosent knows black frm white.
just thinking bout e incident on sunday just makes me so mad.
and dad just allows her to treat me like some ?????.
i just hope she stops or i will someday go mad.lol.as if.
bud it justs makes me so angry lar.nvm.i should have known right.haha.

for e time being.
jia you bah!!i must learn to treat her patiently too.
i guess.but its really hard for me lar.cos i really have a bad temper.
haiis.




somethings just can't be forced.i might as well give up.




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